An Ode to Nothingness…

Have you ever experienced something like a whirlwind in your mind, blowing so hard that even before you try to grasp something, it is just blown away, or probably like a train at the speed of 200 km/hr, where you look at the passing by scenes, but you don’t really look at them, or like rain, so hard, that the drops become a running tap and when each drop loses its distinction and becomes part of a big pool of water; everything mingled up, or probably like a thread… a long thread with countless knots and convulsions or something like a heavily trafficked crossroads with speedy cars crossing by without a pattern or sense or just like a fast forward of a movie where you come across so many scenes and donot stop even at one…

Have you ever felt that you are moving when you are still in the mostest physical sense of stillness…like you are there and yet not there, you see it all and yet not see, you feel without feeling and that means all you have is feeling of feelinglessness…

Have you ever experienced it all for prolonged, stretched times, and with that I mean days, perpetual, long, endless days…

Do you know how it feels, do you know it kills…

It kills the life inside you?

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One thought on “An Ode to Nothingness…

  1. First, thank you for finding me – through which I have now discovered your blog!
    And, this is a superb piece Rukhsana ! I shall visit again. IA.
    Keep penning…

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